Hate what I see in the mirror before me
Looking at a girl who's begging to be free
I felt better when blaming the cat
For the marks on my body that I'll never forget
Posing for the eyes of daunting attention
Unashamed and confused on what was affection
Playing a part, lost in make-believe
I'm annoyed by the feelings that's inside of me
Someday
I'll love being alive
But just not tonight
Someday
I'll no longer cry
And I'll just be alright
Can't recognize
The reflection in your eyes
Someday
I'll love being alive
But just not tonight
Someday
I'll no longer cry
And I'll just be alright
Dreaming
Non-believing
On a journey, trying to heal once more
Seeming
Misconceiving
In the echoes of a silent encore
Screaming
Or keep breathing?
I don't know what to feel anymore
Can't stop my emotions flooding
(Look around there's no escape)
Years of therapy aren't helping
(No one around to relate)
Now I'm living with panic all over again
(Like when you forget to say goodbye)
Anxious moments unexpected
(Because I'm just the ear between these walls)
Racing feelings, I'm infected
(Don't mind me when my)
Confusing anxiety for certain death
(Starving ghost haunts these halls)
Can't stop my emotions flooding
Years of therapy aren't helping
Now I'm living with panic all over again
Anxious moments unexpected
Racing feelings, I'm infected
Confusing anxiety for certain death
credits
from 157AM (Single),
released April 2, 2024
Lyrics by She-Ra
Recorded at Twin Mills Studio by Kyle Johnson
Mixed at Eastlake Studios by Tristan Bowls
Mastered at Low Budget Productions by Chris Sia
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